so,, hi everyone!
it has been a long time since I last posted on this blog. ive got to say that my life in the past year has been a rollercoaster. I ended up moving houses and switching high schools not too long after the second quarter started. So it’s been rough for me, especially since its in the middle of the school year that I switched. while i basically dont know anyone, to my surprise, there are two people here that i know. I know the two of them from middle school, both of them moved. the first one moved like 3 quarters into my last year of middle school and the other moved after middle school ended. So it’s a big surprise to see both of them here at this new school. however, while i am talking with one of them, I havent really approached the other one. I think both of us know who the other is and have recognized each other, but we just havent gotten the courage to approach each other. so uh, CC, if you see this, uhhh sorry for staring at you sometimes. i dont know if you want to talk to me CC, especially since you’re a freshman and I’m a sophmore. anyways-
though i know these two are at this new school, its not really helpful. I’ve been very upset and emotional about moving. it hurts me. its not just my friends i miss. I miss my old school. i miss chatting with my teachers and hanging out in the theater hallway in the school in the mornings. and I just,, i hate it. i hate that i have to be in a completely different school and house. I’d be fine with the house, but a new school? i cant. i cant do it. and even though this was a new change and a big move, i still was dumb and applied for costume designer for the schools production. I regret it now. I have to get all these costume designs done by specific deadlines and its a little bit too much work for me. time passed by so weirdly and the deadline for the act 1 designs passed so now i have to work on them and turn them in past the deadline. and then once im done with these, i have to move on to doing the act 2 designs since they are due by the 31st. and i have to stay after school at some point to literally measure the actors with measuring tape. and i have to check out the costume closet to see how many costume pieces we need and assemble a list of what we need and links to where we can buy them. and its just so much work.
im not really sure how i am going to get all of this done, but, it is what it is i guess.
thats all on Me Suffering for today.
thank you
drawing addict out~