By: Mya Campoverde
The Gas Station
I pull up to the gas station
Wet gas prices welcomes me
The rain sings a song
Of death
And failure
I grab my beer
I step out
Look around
In fear
They can not know
What has happened at 2am
Black thunderous clouds up above
start to laugh
Their crackling sound
Taunts me
It’s playing games in my head
They know
I need gas
The bright lights
Begin to sharply stare down at me
Strong and firm
I try to put the pump in
It won’t budge
Why do they know
The song
Reverberates
The laughs
Are roaring
The lights
Are a knife
Ready to cut me in half
They all know
Head starts to spiral
Out of control
Flashbacks appear instantly
Blood
Everywhere
Pain rests in his eyes
I killed my own creation
It is all too hazy now
The memories
The gun
My own son
I step back into my car
Push the pedal
The gas station
Glares at me as I drive away
Lips sealed
Eyes closed
Sun rises
They keep their secrets
Of the unknown